I Hate Bad Girl.

Looks can be deceiving.

I was hooked initially to her.

I was in it for the thrill...

and I am now stuck with her.

I can't ditch her and I can't forgive her. 

All the time spent on her... and she's still messing with me.

She's totally ruining my life!

Who knew that a sweet girl like her can be so violent with a baseball bat. I totally got floored by her blows. 

I am now left with a psychological wound and am nursing my injured fingers.

This is really a case of dreams crushed, hopes dashed... plus not to mention all the time forfeited.

And I am a bummer dude. 

Looks like I am destined to be number three in this relationship.

I have decided to post the picture of the bitch in my blog.

This is totally drastic and I would not have done this if I am already not at my wits end.

So lo and Behold....

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There you have it. My "Bad girl"

The number 2 assassin in "No More Heroes". I can't kill her on my Wii. wtf.  

"Over and Out"

Self Evaluation Over CNY 09

I remember the day when Sausage Rui came back from his studies overseas.

We had the chance to go back to Khatib for Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. That was a time when I met up with Amos Neo and Sausage Rui after a really long time, I can't remember how long, but it was really long for Rui.

So Amos remark pointedly to me; “ You know, your dark eye bags gives you a perpetual state of shagness. Top that off with you aura of negativity, I can feel despair rolling off you in waves. A 10% decrease in morale.”

I continued seeping my tea and smiled weakly. Everything he said was true. Less the part about “aura of negativity” and “10% decrease in morale”. You see, he and the rest of the ‘count every round’ gang were obsessed with DOTA. (wtf. If you don’t know what it DOTA, you must have been staying under a rock for the last 5 years I think.) 

He is definitely right. I am those type that can be influenced by external factors. I do feel like s**t a lot of times and I am not afraid to admit it.

Then again, this suffocating air of despair is no good to have around. To those who think its cool having an emo air around you… think again! It’s only cool for adolescent, not middle aged slackers like me.

He then went on to list another a few things that he thought was really f**ked up of me. I replied pointedly that I only screw around with him as I was in a lousy mood and I thought that he would be able to tolerate such treatment from me. I think that probably infuriated him even more. Nothing happened in the end and we all had a not so good laugh about it.

That made me realised that I was screwed up in my style of doing things. I think I am a bit too self centred and insensitive to others. Not that it matters seriously but sometimes I feel my EQ is lacking.

And I dunno what I can do about it. Both the dark eye bags and the low EQ.

So I decided to go and play my Wii and stop this senseless post. What can I say, I am an escapist!~

"Over and Out"