Waiting for time to pass only. Meaningless existence.

Went for annual unit charity drive on sunday, 25th Mar. Basically collected newspaper and magazines. My job was to plan and send my boys to collect newspapers. I had the chance to read all the newspapers that I wanted to while waiting for them to come back with MORE NEWSPAPERs and magazines. What an interesting job.

Kelvin just sat there and slept. I watched him together with the collected newspaper. Haha. He's forever so tired.... wonder why. Karang Guni man drove by and shot me a dirty look. That added new meaning to my meaningless existence really.

Went back to school to examine the new scout den after upgrade. SL was damn happy with it. A classic example of being easily satisfied. Got into a 2 hours argument with Nicholas. again. HX was basically sitting around trying to discern on who is correct and who is wrong. I was just being my usual grumpy self again. Turned out that both me and Nicholas was wrong. SL was the weak one. You know what they say about when people gets old, they get more satisfied with life and they aim lower and lower? It's all true.

Went for McDonalds at 5 and forced myself to eat home cook food once more. I was watching TV and eating at home. Fell asleep after eating, on the sofa. woke up after half and hour. bathed and went back to camp late. Had to walk from the rear gate all the way to the front gate. The walk was quite fun, I encountered a cat, a dog and a hollanded driver along the way.

Sausage Rui was waiting for me with the rest. Even asked me to buy food. Those Bitches!~

Amos asked me why I am so disgruntled these days. I didn't know how to answer.

Monday zipped by quickly. Bring my usual jerk self. Ignored all the rest of those bitches. Basically just disgruntled and restless.

My guys were worried for me. Some even called to make sure that I was ok. Of course I am ok. Even if I am not, I probably wouldn't admit it anyway. I should be colder to them instead, so that they would think of me less. Even better if they didn't think of me at all. It would be easier when I leave, less emotional heartache for them. Did I mention that two of them will be leaving soon for Brunei? I tried but failed. It's all my fault. I should have asked around to find out more on how people really extricate themelves from these situation.

Began calling more on Billy Balls. I guess he fights his battle everyday in lower camp too. Hopes that he wise up earlier and face up to what is reality, where we are, and how much more to go.

Tuesday begins...

Hang around with Sausage Rui in FSCC Office alot recently. Much to the annoyance of Dick, Dino and Ah tsui. I just want to leave my own office. Navin's holding fort there. He should be the one fighting those battles that I am so weary of. He's awfully like me. Except more vindictive and a lot more capable. At least, he doesn't procrastinate so much and has an eye for small details...

Played cyalume football in office with lights turned off together with Sausage Rui. I am bored. He was bored. We were bored. Our first and last game before he leaves for his surgery. Why is it that I don't have any wisdom teeth? It would be fun having surgery to remove them.

Charles and Keith were the new entrants to the exclusive FSCC room. Taught them how to use the phone properly. Damn funny, those cute YSLs!

Edited Ah Tsui's video with Amos. In my office. Arh! the sick things people do when they are drunk. The even sickier things we do to those who are drunk. No way am I gonna get drunk here again. Ever.

Wednesday begins...

Attended a meeting with big boss. Saw gremlins sucking up to the big boss. Big boss was being his usual domineering self. Gremlins were disgusting as usual. Nothing has changed.

Thursday begins...

Ah tsui hurt his groin when he was playing ball with the rest. I guess some of them were a bit rough and Ah Tsui got banged up a little. Hope his manhood is still ok.

Friday begins... and gonna end soon...

Went Sentosa to took part in unit's amazing race. Basically its " to-hell-to the-amazing-race-and-lets-do-our-own-thing" kind of mentality in HQ batt. Went Subway with sig platoon minus. I am gonna learn how to prepare those sandwiches and eat myself to oblivion someday...

(Un)luckily it rained, and we got to go back at 3 p.m It was a good trip all in all to Subway.

It occurred to me that AIDS Liang has almost finished his tenure here. He will start clearing his off and leaves next week onwards. Of all the bitches, I knew him the longest. He's also the gayest of them all. I dunno what to feel.

Watched Bleach and Naruto. Swell. Please please remove the limit already. 13 Gotei captains facing off arrancars. Kankuro will get owned by Sadori of the Sand.

I went to sleep.



"Over and Out"

I want my freedom. Now.

My personal life has never been better. Celebrated Bro's birthday. Gained 3 levels in WoW. Went through a couple of mahjong session. Life was fun for a while not wearing fatigues.

I guess people were going through a upheaval instead. Sis had a hard time with her poly posting. Got hell from all family members. Me included. Couple of friends were abit upset with their A-levels. I dunno what to say. I think I ought to just shutup. Really. Since I always have a knack of saying the wrong things.

Navin has taken over everything. Life is good now, and I never felt better. When you don't care and don't bother, life is simply good. Alot of things don't matter anymore and you answer to yourself. I no longer have to put up a false front in front of my siggies. If anything goes wrong, I guess I just have to sign on the minor punishment book. Then again, if you never do anything in the first place, its quite difficult to fault you for doing something wrong. Hahaha. That's the irony of things here. Alot of people adopt this strategy and escaped unscathed from their tenure in fatigues. Sad to say, I am a proud believer of that now having been dine on so much.

Recent experience reminds me of an old film about called Gremlins. As you figured, its about gremlins trying to takeover the world. They started out as being cute and cuddly, arh well, certain things will happen and they will mutate into horrible creatures. There are disgusting creatures in fatigues too... Disgusting creatures comes from normal critters like you and me but soon muatates after being fed with three chocolate bars in fatigues, they will become monsters who prey even on their own kind.

I am traumatised after last week. Forgive my rant. It's not making sense.